jerardeusebio:

I have often wondered how your numbness came about. Could it be genetic? Environmentally induced? Perhaps, I will never know.

You hug me with warmth; I hug back with desire. You lift me with words of encouragement; I soar with love. You look at me with your eyes; I gaze on you with my heart. Every little thing you do means something else to me. This friendship is bittersweet. This feeling is painfully wonderful. You are my miserable ecstasy.

I wish you’d just stop, but I’m addicted to this strange affair. And you always give me something that would keep me hoping this would escalate, that we would escalate. But I fear that we would never.

And so, I will continue to be your good friend, even if it kills me every single day. Every. Single. Day.

I did not expect this wonderful literature from you, Kuya Jerard. It made me teary-eyed. Every single word, I mean as in every single word, it’s me. It’s us. It’s my story. This is more than perfect. The words are brilliant. I am just overwhelmed I can’t stop myself from crying. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

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Patrick Azarcon
Photography | 2012

20 years young
An earthling of this anything-ironic-shitty-and-bad-could-happen-world.

Adroit student nurse
Aspiring photographer
Designer at heart
Multi-talented
Fashion-forward
Artistic and flair

I create prudently, voice out wittily, act assertively, and decide critically.

A pragmatic personality flaunts outside of me, but a fragile heart lies within me. I've always been vulnerable to pain, but I'm getting used to it. It has always been an unrequited love.

I have a strong clairvoyance and a firm standpoint. I am inquisitive, an advocate, a meliorist, and a person who practices freedom of speech and rights. I would always fight and stand for what I believe is right.

Free-spirited, spontaneous, frolicsome, and loud.
Effervescent
Goal-directed
Resilient and shrewd
Tough love

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