I am struggling. Very much struggling (obvious on the typographical error). Pressured. Crazy. Depressed. Missing a lot of friends. Missing you so much. Taking things into consideration. Thinking too much about the days to come. I don’t know. I just don’t feel motivated for the past few weeks. Board exam’s nearing and I’m losing focus. All I think about is you.

107/366 | Commit your way to the Lord; trust in Him and He will do this; He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun. -Psalm 37:5-6

Friends, I would be on a hiatus for more than two months to prioritize an important turning point in my life. I’ll be missing a lot of friends and posts, but I will definitely be back in no time. Kindly include me on your prayers. Thank you so much and stay safe all the time. God will surely bless us all the way. -Charles

103/366 | Dahil ang araw kong ito, ay mas nakahihigit na para sa inyo. Maraming salamat mula sa aking puso. Kayo at ang Dakilang Tagapaglikha ang tunay na dahilan ng aking pagpupursigi at pagtitiyaga. Mahal na mahal ko kayo. Maligayang araw ng pagtatapos, WU-P Batch 2012! :)

102/366 | Wesleyanian. Baccalaureate Service and Recognition Program; Congratulations, graduates! To God be the glory!

94/366 | Next Week

87/366 | Exit interview with friends. Graduation day is nearing! :)

Beyond Perfect Description - day 86/366 | Naiinis akong isipin na ginaganyan ka niya. Siguro ay hindi niya lang alam ang iyong tunay na halaga.

• Tears.
• I cried today. A lot.
• I cried because of you. I cried because graduation day is nearing. I cried because of you. I cried because I will miss my friends. I cried because of you. I cried because I felt guilty about the misunderstanding my parents and I had the past few days and we were already okay with each other now. I cried because of you. I cried because of success from passing the pre-board exam wherein I exerted a lot of effort reviewing religiously together with the prayers shared to me by my friends. I cried because of you. I cried because I’ve always been vulnerable to physiological and emotional pain. I cried because of you. I cried because of believing that crying would be the greatest escape, I was wrong. I cried because of you.

82/366 | I made it because of You. Congratulations to everyone who made on the pre-board exam! All the way ‘till board exam! Thank you to everyone who shared their prayers for me and for the rest of the examinees. To God be the glory! God bless us all. :)

• had our last clinical exposure/staffing last Saturday
• quite emotional because it was my last duty as a student (hopefully will pass the NLE this June-July so I can practice my profession as a registered nurse)
• will be missing a lot (my block mates, duty mates— not complete on this photo, friends, instructors, waking up early in the morning and staying up late at night, scary and life-threatening hospital stories— HAHAHA!, binge eating, everything!)
• I have learned to love my course and appreciate the beauty and the true meaning and essence of life.
• Nursing is about life, love, failure, and success. People should realize that this course is more than just a four-year course. Nursing is way more than that.
• I am emotional. Yes, right now. So many things to say, yet very few words to convey.

80/366 | It’s all in Your hands, Lord. Thank You Po sa pre-board examinations. May we all pass it para naman Po makapag-binge eating na kami! HAHAHAHAHA! Chototot! :a

• Nursing Practicum/Staffing on OR complex
• been very busy for the past few days
• Review. Requirements. Review. Accomplishing case forms. Review.
• Pre-board is nearing. Nearing. Nearing!!!
• last three days of clinical exposure for the last sem
• Le haggard
• I will graduate on time. I will graduate on April 12, 2012. We will finish our thesis. I will pass the board exam. I will be a registered nurse. I will. I will. I will!!!
• ~_________~